Monday, August 03, 2009

The barrier

Empty spaces leave more room to grow.

Hi, my name is Migraine the irritating one in your head.
I luv going in to Lyx's head cuz there's so much things to play with!
Nevertheless, i'm the time bomb in her head.
I luv making her brain not functioned properly, i luv jumping around!
I luv living in her head for days, who cares if there's no food in there?
I suck all her brain cells to survive, survival.
Oh well, i'm going to stick with her at least for now!

Lyx says fuck you upsidedown.

Friday, July 31, 2009

Every heartbeat




We keep trying but things don't change.
We're taking back every steps we take, never look back.
Tgif, school->training->tuition.
Tell me how tiring my day was today? Hmm..
I guess i ate alot of dinners today.
Cherlene says "Self-realization is good!" to me, ofcuz haha!

Your words are just hard to swallow.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

I don't see why

But where does the sky meets the sea?

Monday, July 27, 2009

Deeper

Bobo wants one (L) one day.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

You, and me

Bishan to collect stuff, Jp for dinner.
I'm in luv with Voodoo doll!
Yep, gonna get one for myself soon, got my target!
I couldn't provide you with the answers you've been searching for.
No matter how hard i tried, it slips right through my hand.
Tell me is this what you're looking for?
Stop.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

I quit

We forget how to answer. We often don’t know what to say when the right question comes along, & that right moment passes us by, & we find ourselves a little farther apart instead of a little closer together.
So we are left with words caught between our teeth or in the gray folds behind our eyes and we are left alone with our “What ifs?”
This is what we are left with, i'm used to it.
That's what i've been convincing myself with.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Eclipse

Busy days starting from tomorrow onwards.
Friday to Sunday roadshow, hope it's going to be fun!
Hmm, maple seems to be very addictive..
Anyway, aiming A for SS. Marcus u wait! (:
Just one after another, and another, and another..
Is there a U-turn!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Yellow card






In the bliss of new realization..
I'm very addicted to pool now.
Hmm Wenbin's sucha joker yesterday.
2nd attempt of stealing forks and spoons yesterday, succeeded.
;D
$68 ring -> $3.80 ring. Cool anot? Haha.
I want to play pool now!!
Or maybe i should start studying now..

Friday, July 17, 2009

Unstoppable

Preventing and treating migraine headaches, however, can be done effectively with a wide range of both over the counter and prescription drugs. The exact causes of migraine headaches are still something of a mystery in the medical community, but it is widely held that serotonin levels in the brain play a significant role in the formation of migraine headaches. Low serotonin levels can frequently lead to a migraine headache episode.

A migraine headache can oftentimes be accompanied by an "aura." An aura occurs when a classic migraine headache begins to develop. In a classic migraine attack, the sufferer may experience changes in vision, such as strange colors or spots that develop. Tenderness in the scalp is another sign of an oncoming migraine headache. Alterations in mood can also occur, such as depression or irritability. These subtle symptoms can manifest as early as a day before the episode. The following migraine headaches usually come about with a high degree of intensity, but do not last long.

Common migraine headaches take longer to develop, and last longer than classic migraines. This can be seriously debilitating, and can make daily functioning difficult. Luckily, there are many medications out there that can both reduce pain and help to prevent the onset of migraines. Sleep and plenty of fluids are very important in helping to prevent the onset of migraine headaches. During an attack, go to a quiet and dimly lit area. Use a cold compress to reduce the tension, and massage the scalp with a fair amount of pressure. Emotional and physical stress are known to play a role in migraine development.

Some foods are also believed to play a significant role in migraine development.
Physicians recommend, for example, that sufferers consider avoiding red wine altogether. Canned and processed meat can also attribute to migraine episodes. Causes of migraine headaches can also include excess amounts of caffeine, aged cheese, or cultured dairy products. Chronic migraine episodes are reason to see a doctor or specialist about the potential causes.


Hmm, for 3days i've been experiencing this migraine headache...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Wrong when you're gone







Forever makes a better substitute. Opposites can be so similar.
Irony plays with your mind. Permanent things never last too long.


Lunch at Pizzahut today with H&J.
Talked bout alot of things, & seriously something pissed me off, badly.
Why don't you kindly shut the fuck up & just fuck the damn wall?
I used the word kindly.
Look who's talking huh, we ain't tolerating your bullshits.
Stop treating everyone around you like dogs & puppets.
Oh, are you jealous that we are more sociable than you?
Ah, not worth our time.
Tyvm Jqy for everything hehehe.

Anyway, i think H&J had a great & fun time messing up my hair in the toilet.
Am i right? HAHA.
Nbh says that my homework for today : Is to be happy!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Rooftops

Imagine not understanding how that happened. Imagine not caring how it happened.
Imagine not caring, imagine only caring for the result, not what/how got you there.
As it still searching for an answer..
But why am i thinking too much that i feel my head is getting heavier?
Why do i feel this way?
Why do i feel so lost?

Monday, July 13, 2009

Meddle

Virus all around me.
Virus are all attacking me, terribly.
Am down with flu, sore throat & fever, but am still gg to school tmrw.
Blame the timetable that there's Amaths, Maths & others impt subjects.
No, don't expect me to wear mask. I swear it's not Influenza A.
I'll be fucking missing trng tomorrow. ZZZ
Guess i've been visiting polyclinics & medical center too often.
;(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
& i realized the people who last went out with me fell sick too. Eg. Lenghock & Jj.
Am i the one who's spreading the virus or what? -.-

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Raindance



As unreal as this future seems, but definitely gonna runaway to places we both do not know.
Irony?
Met Kevin just now for chatting session, or rather reminiscence our primary school life.
Hey, you know you can't freak me out with that ballzxc :D
Am not going to school tmrw, who wanna accompany me to go JMC?
Hehehe, fine i know no souls would do such dumb thing.
Currently affected with this flu and cough virus, plz stay away from me.
Tyvm, -shows -.- face.
Alright, i'm getting hungry! I'm always hungry..

MARCUS!!
Nb is not a person, it's a vocab spelled as nabei.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

You found me



I'm learning how to play pool by personal trainer!!

I will not fall but i'll rise,
& what do you have to show, nothing.

Spells what the ketoot!(inside joke)

Lyx sends you a (E) says:
*Eat wrng medicine ah
*._.
Marcus. says:
*no
Lyx sends you a (E) says:
*hahahhha
Marcus. says:
*wake up from wrong side of the bed
*LOL
Lyx sends you a (E) says:
*LOL!
*Wtffffffffffffffff.


Me so want to travel now, so hungry so tired so sick..
So... 74-75
Kz haha no link.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Let up











TODAY NO SALES NEVERMIND,
I STILL KENA CHASED BY BANGLA, FUCK.
PHOBIA ALRD LA, HOW?!

Why do i feel so empty inside?
Is it just me, or both?

Thursday, July 09, 2009

All at once








Marcus and I agreed to roam around the world together!
The amazing colors and thoughts.
You can travel the world a hundred times over & still not have seen it all.
I want to travel to the stark places of the earth.
A wish, a dream, a hope. An unfulfilled need.
To see new places rolling or rocky hills.
Azure seas & misty mounts.
Bustling markets & endless desert.
To see what i've never seen, to hear new tongues.
Unfamiliar to the ear, to tread new paths.
Independent and free!

Promise ah Marcus!

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Beneath us

Facebook says,

Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously.

Your Love

You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.

Your birthday on the 31st of the month suggests that you are a good organizer and manager, an energetic and dependable worker; attributes often showing success in the business world. Serious and sincere, you have the patience and determination necessary to accomplish a great deal. Your approach can be original, but often rigid and stubborn. Sensitivity may be present, but feeling are likely to be repressed. You are good with detail and insist on accuracy, but at times scatter energies. Practical thinker, but not without imagination. You love travel and dont like to live alone. You should probably marry early, for responsibility is necessary for your stability.

Bobo sent me sunshine smile just now!!!

Hold back

The wind carried those last words away.

"Time isn't an excuse, nor is it a rhyme.
It isn't a calender, nor is it a watch.
It's not a period where we fill with activity.
It's a responsibility that all of us must take."

Who the fuck is he to command me to look for him, & gets angry when i don't?
This world's filled with fuckers, holyshitass.
Was really pissed off after receiving the calls & the messages today.
Fine, whatever.
New seating arrangement, why am i always placed right at the corner of the back near the door?
So irritating! Everything is irritating me, i feel irritated.
Time to start your revision lyx, revise or die.
Wtffffffffffffffff, am seriously suffering from insomnia...

Sunday, July 05, 2009

Erase





Met ST for dinner again today, LJS.
It's our first time that we didn't finished up our meal, bravo.
Arcade again, as usual. Daytona, Hockey were our top listed games.
We tailed a couple of male bangla who's happily holding hands in the public.
Somehow they suspected we're tailing them, hmmmm.
Evidence at the bottom!
There's tuition for me tomorrow morning 11am.
230 for eye appointment, steamboat with probably ST again and Yht.
I've not had enough fun yet, hmm.
Me left 15cents home, while ST left 35cents home.
W-o-w.



Can’t you think of any, not even maybe one?
I don't really blame you, cuz now they are gone..
You have the courage in you, but you're afraid to speak.
Sometimes i thought you'd be better off without me.
& wished that i'd never been part of yours.
Now we're turning into someone else, someone we both do not know.
What else can i say?
We're full of regrets now.. But please be strong my friend.

Fantasy

I fucking starved for 10hours yesterday.
I survived with a bottle of drink, nothing else.
Work finished at 10pm, met ST again for our late dinner.
I embarrassed myself yesterday, wtf..
Home midnight, & lotsa thing run through my mind.
I guess i’ll never know what’s been missing.
You can come straight right to the point, just tell me what you wanna know.
What am i thinking? I've no idea that's what i can tell you.
There's something you can do for me, there's always something..
There’s a big emptiness, something i can’t find.
I know it’s somewhere.

WHY IS IT THAT MY EYES ARE STILL NOT OKAY?
Apology.